Radical Aliveness

I anticipate a good time, I anticipate connection, I anticipate well-being before I even head to where I’m going dancing. I bring myself with my heart flowing and open and then I arrive. I arrive and let my focus and my attention be inside in my body, in my sensational world. And I begin to move just how I feel, often with my eyes closed, just savoring being an alive, mobile human. Being and savoring being in the ecstasy of being alive, being in a body, being a body-- With all that’s available to me: sounds smells pressure Breath. I luscious myself up for a while and continue to sense deeper and deeper. It’s like sparking my own fire. And fanning, and feeling I am here! Then I’ve got to rise up, and look around, (still from this very embodied place). But now I'm eager to be available, to be accessible. I'm eager to be influenced. ...

Ecstatic Dance in 9 Chapters 1) So I danced tonight with medicine I'm still a little high Still in my right brain Still in Hang--- Taking time to integrate, and Celebrate Now. I noticed: My first touch received, “don't press, don't press.” My last touch received “don't squeeze my neck that way.” Unfazed and going for what I want Everything in Between was extraordinary. I listened. With confidence. My responses were radically Receptive Radically Supportive. 'G' was undone He wanted to ravish me. 'C' exploded in the halo of my attention, my relating. 'L' popped in delight by my audacious innocence. Be solid. Then I can find you. Then you can have me. My touch penetrates to your core if you have one if you'll be there if you'll let me, There is nothing more delicious. 2) I noticed: That when I own my dance Y...